Realization ....

Have you ever known what it feels like to look at someone, and have your heart skip a beat?

Have you ever known what it is like when you hear a song, and are instantly compelled to call her, or send a text, because you know you need to tell her how much you love her?

Have you ever been overwhelmed with the need to hold another person, as they lay next to you in bed, and soundly sleep?

Have you ever rushed home just to hold her, and held her .... only to find, that before you even released your grasp, you wanted to hold her more? ......

You would think at 34 years old, after being married and living a pretty full life thusfar I would have experienced many, if not all of these things ... but they were all foreign to me

I NOW know these things, these thoughts and feelings, and my life is richer for it ...